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Its been a week since you left me. No im not feeling empty or anger or what else? No im not into that all. But sure, i feel a great loss.

I remember the day when we first meet. Around september, 4 years ago. I always came home late, but that day i came home way too early, my mom tell me that u already there, so im rushing from my school to Bogor train station. Jumpin' into the fastest train to depok.

I can not help it, im just feeling really excited to meet you.

The first day we meet, we are not fit each other really well. But i know, someday we will be a great partner to each other.

You are my arsenal, you are my armor, you complete me well. I know, we still hurt each other. Sometimes i rip you up, sometimes you rip me up too. Sweet right?

You always be there, goal after goal, injury after injury, game after game. You always be there. You always want me to give all i have when the game days come to us.

Im sorry if im not a good player tho'. But i always give my 120% effort when the game on and you beside me.

We are a good partner then and now.

But last week. It become our last game together, i know you are not the same like the day we first meet. You are a complete mess that i love so much.

I pushed you too far, i riped you too much, i am the one who destroyed you.

That night, become our last night together, man.

Im sorry if im not treat you well, im sorry if im not responsible, im sorry, i really am.

But after all, thanks for giving me all you have, thanks for always push me beyond my limit, thanks for make me the way i am now.

Friend of mine tell this, "let it go, you both had a good time together."

Yeah sure, we had a good time together.

After all this shitty posting, i love you.

Tabik!